it is meant to bend (april 17th)

The time I was crying too much
to the simplest thing
to the most thing that doesn't make sense

The time I'm losing
the most important part of me
the part that shapes me
support me
and become one with me

"What is crying anyway"
The tough girl said before
Now look at you
"You are crying too much"

Who is this girl
The one who adapts too much
The one who feels that she need to shed away the feeling
The one that pressed everything she feels inside her

She is now losing
It is bending
to the most unexpected angle

How someone can feel so much
How this girl can forget 
that she can be crying
until her voice cracking
until she becomes breathless

It is meant to bend
isn't it?


The wall will be crushed
The ocean will come in
until it is too much
then it goes down
slowly

It is meant to bend
is this the time?


All the feelings she forced to not filling her up
will make her too full
until it makes her feel awful


It is meant to bend
It will bend inside you
and it will scratch you too deep
until it is bleeding

"Just swallow that blood"
say the tough girl
"It is just a blood"
"You already do that so far in your life"

The blood is pilled up inside
the blood wake many things
that she hides inside

It is meant to bend
It will touch with the most painful way
of realization
that shes' already bend and bleed